The main reason I want to do this is because I donโ€™t want to do this

Entries scribbled near-illegibly in my sketchbook recentlyโ€”cries for myself to help โ€ฆ myself: I still look good I still feel good I still feel passion Iโ€™m not fucking done I can work through this Itโ€™s ok for something to take a long time Allow yourself to take the timeโ€”itโ€™s not a luxury, itโ€™s a necessity …